blurtz

2009-05-28T19:10:00.002+08:00

feel lyk a pig.woke up at 12 todae.den slept fm 2+ to 5.oh wells.i'm just tired.just wan to sleep thru the whole dae.

was quite pissd ytd.bt come to think abt it nw, y shd i b pissd at all?

1.as if anyone ll care+who am i to be pissd w him

2.it's nothing new anyway.

3.it's not his fault.

ohwellsohwells.

2009-05-28T00:07:00.002+08:00

went Tamp1 bbq chicken dere to haf claz dinner aft colosseum tday.omg.e waiter of e hk cafe nxt door quite cute!amelin jealous coz he smile at mi.lol.was lookin out to look at him thruout dinner la=X.tday's dinner was damn funny.keep suaning jorven n jia ang.lol.mi n kaini gt potential at suaning one kae!at mrt statn dere, dey two tryin to act lyk bodyguards fr sherli.damn funny=D

realise e imptance of friendship today.love you ppl=) <3

历史不断重演我好累

2009-05-25T22:40:00.000+08:00

u totally lost it.

2009-05-25T21:00:00.002+08:00

as indecisive as usual.tsktsk.

go watch=)

蔡依林 - 妥協
 BY2 - 我知道

mj lost 2-3 to vj fr soccer boys todae.oh man.wen i saw thirty-two cry(i tin), i felt lyk cryin oso.sighh.thirty-two my hero sia.so pro.lolol.

dan niao shi ai shang mao shi= mao shi doomsday=X

dan mao shi ai shang niao shi=neverr!!lolol.

以為你會懂

2009-05-24T00:14:00.003+08:00

went cgh jux nw w dad n mum coz dad need see doc.onli 1 visitor can accompany patient in so i waited outside.went eat alone.i've nv feel so alone bfore.idk y bt i feel so alone so scared.feel lyk cryin=( i guess my greatest fear is not heights afterall.it's loneliness...

I turn my head to the east
I dont see nobody by my side
I turn my head to the west
still nobody in sight
So I turn my head to the north,
swallow that pill
that they call pride
The old me is dead and gone,
the new me will be alright

2009-05-23T00:01:00.005+08:00

just did e fb quiz on 'wads the letter of the person hu love you' n gt....i wishd mann.bt i tin wun b true de=(

diz past two daes i jux realised tt wen u set somethg or someone as ur top priority, nothing/nobody else matter as much to u.

am sae he lookd quite sad.even tho he laffing.sigh.lyk hu wun rite, put in so much effort den...sighh.he sad bt wad can i do rite. dey askd mi go consol him bt den sekali he alr nt sad liao den liddat make him sad agn wad.n he dun need mi to console oso anw=(

sian.wkend lyk no wkend liddat.still have to do hmwk.haix.ppl,hu wan go out study w mi???lolol.but must be mentally prepared tt it ll b a damn unproductive one.coz i cfm figet alot den distract ppl=X

p.s:my hind heel still damn freaking pain!!!!!!!=(

2009-05-17T22:05:00.003+08:00

reali dun feel lyk gg sch tmr.my hind heel pain lyk hell.n e pain is spreadin to my knee.dammmnn.

need see doctor bt no tym.sighh.=(

it's alwaes the same thing that screw my life up.it's liddat in e past, it's stil liddat now.

2009-05-16T22:15:00.008+08:00

my hind heel hurts.tho no trng n last tym i ran was lyk so long ago.damn.

hikaru utada-come back to me

niceee song=)

meimei askd mi go watch mj drama performance.bt nobody want go n i dun want go alone.feel so bad=(sorry meimei.=(

2009-05-16T16:28:00.001+08:00

when the going gets tough, the tough gets going

2009-05-11T00:44:00.003+08:00

jux saw SIR's pic on fb.OMG AMELIN!HE'S DAMN CUTE!!!!GO SEE GO SEE!!!lolol.i tin he's the cutest guy in mj la.=D he look so much better on fotos den real-life.oh gosh.i lyk gg gaga over him.cntcnt.later amelin poison my food to kill mi=X.lol.

went airport today to jie1 my dad.before tt, went hk cafe eat.e black pepper beef spag dere nt tt nice. stil prefer my swenens black pep seafood spag.lol.dad bought mi 3 bears n 1 shirt.<3

I WANT WATCH FRIDAY THE 13TH!bt no 18 yr olds whom i noe want go watch.sighhh.

2009-05-09T00:17:00.002+08:00

underperforming.seriously.i look at all my test results diz yr.onli one word can describe.disappointing.nth taught in lect goes into my head.n i dun make an effort to revise.jux keep procrastinating.n e fact tt mye iz jux half a mth awae jux dun seems to haf any effect on mi.i still waste my tym awae.1+mth ever since my comp ends n i haven settle down yet.damn saddening.i really need to get myself tgt n get out of diz mass.soon.

2009-05-06T23:37:00.002+08:00

dey sae i over-reacted.jux coz he din wished mi tts y i dun wan lyk him anymre.oh wells.it seems lyk i veh petty rite.bt tt jux show tt he dun care abt mi rite.if he dun care, y should i?sighh.idk.maybe i'm wrong.maybe i dun really want to be parallel lines w him afterall.idk.i never utd myself anw.its quite ironic tt oda ppl noe mi better den i noe myself.=(i guess i still care.

2009-05-01T23:52:00.004+08:00

go listen 'untouched ' by the veronicas.veh nice bt nt app to mi anymre.lol.ever since wad dey sae on tues,i abit confused alr. bt it's a joke i guess.=)

went airport n ikea todae.omgosh la.i tin my dressin veh geek-ish.=X aft gg ikea, i told my mum tt i feel lyk gettin married.so can go furniture shoppin etc.lyk so fun lo.den she gave mi e diao face.=X furniture shops never fail to make mi want to get married=D.
Running back through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train
When it's too late

2009-05-01T12:04:00.003+08:00

stayed baq aft sch w jo,amelin,yj,jiaang n ss to watch mj vs acjc soccer match ytd.mjc lost 1-2.bt our goalkeeper rock sia.he made so many nice saves la.omgosh la.i kip sayin i love 32.lolol.den dey tot i reali lyk him.=X he reminds mi of lewis la.e backview den bth goalkeepers.lol.NUMBER 32!!!!=D

passed my napfa!!!!yayyyy!!=D

p.s:i'm startin to miss fencing alr=(

2009-04-26T22:43:00.002+08:00

2.4 run tmr.argh..can foresee leg cramp.left leg stil archin fm leg cramp ytd.darn.
went out dearest ytd.=D den e first msg i received this mornin fm dearest iz 'new day!from today onwards, you can only think of mi!!' LOL.sure, i wll look at ur ungalm pic n think of you EVERYDAY kaes!!<333

2009-04-25T15:51:00.002+08:00

i will start everything from this moment onwards.everyone around mi kip tellin mi tt since duno wen.n i alwaes brush it off.bt now, i've decided i will start everythg anew. i will get over him.coz it's startin to become a burden to mi.too heavy for mi.i dun haf anymore energy to cont lykin him.it's so obv alr.i'll stupid if i cont.i will move on.this tym i'm not sayin out of emoness or wad.its for real.so ppl,stop tokin abt him alr.i dun wan to be associated w him in any way anymore.not gonna care n dont wan to noe anythg more abt him alr.jux wan us to be lyk parallel lines, never ever crossin each other's path agn.

A BIG THANKYOU TO PEOPLE WHO WISHED MI HAPPY BDAE.LOVEYOU GUYSSSS<33

2009-04-19T23:18:00.002+08:00

hate it wenever my body lag la.donate blood on fri , sat n todae den feel giddy.crapcrap.it would b quite a miracle if i can survive e 2.4km run tmr wo faintin.sighh.

mum sae i grow taller=D

We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There’s no need to rush
It’s like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It’s gonna happen and it’s
Suppose to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

2009-04-19T18:53:00.001+08:00

no wonder.tt explains alot.

2009-04-17T23:21:00.003+08:00

went for blood donatn todae.cant believe i'm actuali excited abt it.kip hurryin vidu.lol.spent nearly one hr waitin.den wen its my turn tt tym, xcept for e part wen e person inject e painkiller, i was starin at e blood bag n msgin at e same tym.lol.yay.not scared of blood=)vidu, u rock!u din faint!=)went hm n slept for 3 hrs straight.dreamt of damn random stuff.lyk hamster in e toilet-_-"
came online to do e SGC thgy bt den duno wad to write oso.its lyk so self-praisin.sekali e tutors dun approve wad i wrote den so paiseh.
omg ytd common lunch wen we came out of lib aft watchin guitar performance, saw jer walkin into e lib.den am went to tel him I was lookin at him jux nw durin e performance.oh mannn.den am told mi he msged her to ask wads wrong w us.diee.i'm no even lookin at him can.onli wen he turned den i told am jer dere.tsktsktsktsk.

2009-04-15T20:07:00.001+08:00

There’s only one thing
To Do
Three words
For you
(I love you) I love you

veh cute lyrics, change e 'to' to '2', 'for' to '4' den it ll be 1,2,3,4 which iz e song title.lol.
spent hrs to do elearnin or rather copy.siann.amelin damn happy todae coz us n vidu took same bus as kenneth n fwen.den wen dey got down tt tym, he looked at us-_-".wich apparently i din even see.lyk hu cares rite.xcept amelin.haiyo.be true to one can!
gt a shock jux nw wen i did e fb quiz.coz e result iz...oh wells.anw, was readin thru my prev posts, den tin i sounded damn despo.lol.wich i'm not!!i'm not desperate.jux tt i dun wan to 'lose' him.bt den agn, he's not mine in e ferz place so wads dere to tok abt losin.sighh.i laughed i joked ard, bt tts jux to hide my emotions.seein em tgt, i'm nt jealous bt certainly dun feel gd.=( everyone's askin mi to tok to him.it's not as if i dun wan to tok to him bt i duno hw to start n wad to sae...
suddenly rem wad mi n jo were discussin abt long long tym ago abt presents.n we arrived at e same conclusion tt even if u can receive alot alot of presents bt wad really matters iz tt jux 1 present or even jux 1 bdae wish fm e person u like n tts enough.oh wells.tt sounded easy n simple bt its so difficult to attain.sighh..ok, i soundin despo agn.darn.

2009-04-11T23:59:00.001+08:00

i dun lyk school.i dread to go school.i duno y i go school for.=(

2009-04-11T21:41:00.003+08:00

listenin to meteora by linkin park on imeem=)duno y i listenin on imeem wen i haf e cd.lol.bt tts lyk all-time favorite lall nv get tired listenin to deir songs=)
jux rem ytd tt e results of e quiz tt i did on fb.initial of ur crush's name:J.n joshua ang's name starts w J!LOL.in case, u duno hu he iz.he's tts guy hu act in i'm not stupid n now in table of glory.damn shuaiiiiiiiiiii.hahahah.bt den, e quiz inaccurate one.lyk since wen joanna's crush starts w E.lol.
e appreciatn lunch fotos up on fb alr.i look so.....arghh.in some fotos, i look lyk emo kid.sighhh.
tokin to pbmonster nw.i misss herrrr.yes, muz meet up soon!!<3

2009-04-10T22:41:00.002+08:00

Memories
Supposed to fade
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it be this hard
Should be strong
Moving on
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside

feel so lazy todae.woke up at 12+, took out my hmwk, did one qn of chem den doze off.darn.holiday is not e best dae to face hmwk.todae iz a PURPLE day!mi n my mum wore purple n todae gt grapes!ok lame.

anws swensens on wed was damn fun!!!i tin we ate awae 200+ bux.lol.durin lunch, we jux keep crappin n tokin abt lame riddles n jokes.kana bullied by em=( bt stil veh fun.lovemjfencing<33

2009-04-10T01:46:00.001+08:00

i duno y i associate u to astroboy.wenever i tin of it, i feel lyk laughin.coz u totally dun look lyk astroboy xcept...amelin shd noe wad n hu i tokin abt.LOL.astroboy quite cute la huh=)

craig david-insomnia

2009-04-09T23:47:00.001+08:00

nice song=)

Lyrics

2009-04-09T22:52:00.002+08:00

went tamp 1 w amelin todae aft sch.itz lyk damn omg la.so mani nice shops.paradiseeee sia.lyk coz it jux open todae, so lyk alot alot offers n stuff.e clothes all damn cheap la.goshh.bt den no cinema dere.anws, my dear amelin actuali wanted to wait at tamp 1 coz she tin e flrball ppl ll go dere aft trng.wan see hu HUHs.LOL.bt in e end, we stil went hm.lyk pls la,if dey nv come den we wait until nxt mornin meh.LOL.

gt A fr pw.=)my whole claz gt straight As anws.din reali feel anythg.nt happy or wad.

'change is e onli const in life', saw tt on e econs slides ytd i tin.oh wells.i dun lyk constant=i dun lyk changes?sounds so contradictin.veh veh irritated.everytym aft i finally successfully persuade myself n make a decision.smthg pops up n mess everythg up agn.honestly speaking, i rather nt noe anythg.oh wells.thgs dun feel e same anymore n i duno wad i thinkin anymore.wait, mayb i dun even noe wad i thinkin right fm e start.so irritatin.

p.s: go listen 'you're not sorry' by taylor swift!veh niceeeeeeee.=)

2009-04-07T21:13:00.002+08:00

i admit i'm deceiving myself n puttin on an act.a brave front.bt nevertheless, its e bravest front i ever put up.my recovery rate is way too fast.so fast as if nth happen.probably coz i sort of knew it beforehand alr.oh wells.but on e other hand, i tin its so much better nw.i feel mre zi zai nw.

anws, celebrated my bdae 20 daes in advance on sunday.lol.coz nt everyone free on my bdae.omgosh.i feel damn xinfu.i feel so loved by my family.my 18th bdae celebratn iz e best till nw.1 thg i realised, my parents n bros lyk to give presents in advance.way advance.tsktsk.later on my bdae tt dae dun feel lyk bdae alr, coz no mre presents.lol.

tmr swensenssssssss.loveeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!

2009-04-04T21:40:00.002+08:00

oh mann.i feel so lamed.lyk seriously lamed.so lame la my fwen.want to skip mbt?here's how u do it.take MC, tell teacher that u have mental block whenever you hear blocktest.tsktsk.nv tel mi earlier den i can skip mbt.lol.bt he damn fun damn crap to tok w.heheh.

2009-04-04T18:53:00.003+08:00

call mi gullible or stupid.bt i believe wad she sae.even tho i dun reali lyk her.bt she gt no reason to lie to mi rite.i guess i trust wad she sae mre den my intuition.fr e past wk,dere's jux plenty of disappointments.comp, did better den prev ones bt stil din put in my best.felt damn argh wen i lost to tt gal.sighh.mbts.chem is a disappointment.phy i did badly i can accept coz i din study bt chem?i studied chem lyk alotalot bt stil..den e oda thg iz wad she told mi.oh wells.actuali i know it all along.bt i jux choose to continue deceivin myself.fm now onwards, i ll jux tk it if it comes,if it doesnt come den so be it.no pt in forcing anws.

e onli thg iz tt makes up my daes iz seeing SIR.sumhow, wenever i see him in e mornin, i damn happy.den amelin jealous tt i can come sch w her sir.haiya.amelin,ur sir my husband of coz we come sch tgt la!LOL.bt den e wae he run abit niang sia.oh n i noe where e restaurant alr.heheheh.

out tmr=)duno wad to wear tho.n no tym do fin hmwk liao.bt hu cares.lol

2009-03-29T00:57:00.002+08:00

thgs to do tmr or rather later in e day:

1.sand my blade

2.fence abit,recall wad i've learnt

3.go run??hmmm

4.do my hmwk.

5.play psp=D

mondae,1 last chance.i must haf high morale, determinatn n desire to win.if onli i can perform to e std as wad i did on fri den i happy alr.at least to e 2nd round.i must haf faith in myself n my blade.we can do it.we will do it.=)jy mj fencin!

2009-03-28T23:01:00.003+08:00

如果能在一起

夕阳快消失了
像一颗心沉入海底
投入灼热的光影

对话都结束了
胸口的悸动还没停
今天我更喜欢你

好想独占这距离
你的小心我的呼吸
谁会先鼓起勇气

如果我们能在一起
我只想此刻的你的孩子气
和笑眯眯陪我未来的风雨
如果我们能在一起
我只想此刻的我的好心情
心电感应让所有的心愿不怕来不及

人群都散去了
你鼻尖微湿的汗滴
蒸发在我的体温

好想独占这距离
你的小心我的呼吸
谁会先鼓起勇气

如果我们能在一起
你的天使会比以前爱美丽
会更美丽就像函馆的夜景
如果我们能在一起
唱一首歌会比以前有感情
心有灵犀就连太平洋也静静在聆听

如果我们能在一起
我只想此刻的你的孩子气
和笑眯眯陪我未来的风雨
如果我们能在一起
我只想此刻的我的好心情
心电感应让所有的心愿不怕来不及
如果我们能在一起
你的天使会比以前爱美丽
会更美丽就像函馆的夜景
如果我们能在一起
唱一首歌会比以前有感情
心有灵犀就连太平洋也静静在聆听

sumhow,everytym i listen to diz song i feel lyk cryin.duno y.

dere's diz qn tt keeps buggin mi.y u can tok to everyone xcept mi n i can tok to everyone xcept u???probably e prob lies w mi.its jux a repetitn of history isnt it.dun tok dun tok den sumtym later e guy gt gf.oh wells.dere's a high possibility of it happenin agn anws.bt diz tym, it ll hurt mre.its lyk rippin a healed wound apart agn.i dun wan tt to happen bt i'm nt making any efforts to prevent it.my mind iz askin mi to face it bravely bt my heart iz tryin all ways to run away.bcoz i'm scared.i'm scared to know e truth.dere's too much uncertainties.

2009-03-27T23:09:00.002+08:00

shdnt even go fr e econs lact todae lo.damn waste tym.went coz i wan get my tymtable.bt in e end stil din manage to geddit.oh wells.

todae trng damn fun!!!!!!!!we damn enthu.partly coz laz trng so wan make full use of it n partly lyk wad ysa sae, mon comp high morale.trng supposed to end at 4 bt we fenced until 4.20.lol.so fun.went watch COMING SOON w ysa n azian.ITS DAMN FREAKING SCARY CAN!!!!!5mins into e movie n i screaming my head off alr.damn damn scary.luckily i din go watch it on my own lyk wad i planned.if nt.i jux faint dere.lol.i screamed until halfwae thru e movie, i damn exhausted alr.my hands turn cold.i screamed until gt tears.den nw no voice.break my own record of screamin la.lol.can imagine if go w a guy den GG.cfm go hug him n malu myself.lol.e scenes stuck in my head la.gonna haf nightmare tonight.oh mann.omg den gt friday the 13th de trailer b4 e movie.finally coming, i wan watch!!bt i scared.lol.angels n demons coming oso.oh i oso wan watch confessions of a shopaholic!so many movies bt no tym watch lo.sighh.

cnt wait fr mon.lol.damn slack.yayyyyyyeeeee.=)

2009-03-26T20:17:00.002+08:00

march block test.pretty screwed up.wait.no.iz totally screwed up.consequence of procastination.physics paper.totally stunned by it.nv haf i ever find myself so hopeless facing phy paper b4.nv.damn sad.can only blame myself if i fail.i'll blame myself.chem.aft e post mortem, no hope liao=(

anws todae aft sch,mi vidu kaini n amelin walking to busstop tt tym, v hold my hand den i pulled my hand awae, sae 'cnt!i'm taken!'
v:huh.by who?
mi(points to e lamp post): by the pole
v:lol.pole?etcetc
mi:coz 'he' ll alwaes b dere fr mi.whether rain or shine.'he' ll alwaes b dere waitin fr mi to finish sch.
v:eh tt sounds quite nice le.u come up w it on e spot or spend days thinkin it up?

lol.i tot of on e spot la.nt bad rite.bt its true mah.it ll alwaes b dere.brightin up ur world in e darkest night.it ll nt make u sad or disappointed.it does nt haf any ext cost xcept if u bang into it den too bad,its ur fault.lol.

anw.e negative economic growth diagram thgy quite stuck in my head.wen e growth reaches e peak,sumhow it ll decrease until neg eg.sumthg liddat.yupp.sumhow i can relate my feelings to it.weird rite.coz everytym my feelings reach e peak, sumhow it ll cools down n decrease.tho it has nt reach rock bottom bt definitely i dun feel as much nw.probably coz of mbt.study den no tym tin den..yah.whether it's at e peak or rock botton,u wun care anw..

2009-03-05T23:04:00.002+08:00

~世界上最遥远的距离不是生与死
而是我就站在你面前你却不知道我爱你~
i used to think tt wae.bt now..i duno.probably nt anymre.hmm..bt e part abt wo ai ni i noe it nv exist so yah.lol.onli e front part (used to) exist...

2009-03-05T22:23:00.002+08:00

went eat w amelin,sherli, yj n ss aft sch todae.expected onli lyk eat a while den go hm.in e end we sat dere n tok crap until 6+.damn funny.met ms yong dere w her parents n gal.so cutee.lol.
omgomg.tmr i gt gym!!!!!!!!!!!so happyy.lol.30mins booster trng to b exact.i misss gymmmmm.probably u're right, my fitness is horrible.realisd it thru e trngs n pe todae.damn horrible.its even worse den laz tym wen i in np.sighh..shouldnt even b pissed in e ferz place.coz itz e truth=( must go fr trngs n pt alr.gt to survive until inter schs.n kill yk!!my revenge.lol.
my phy spa is a tottal screwed up.damn sad.=(i dun lyk schhhhhhhhh.horrible.grrrrrrr.

2009-02-23T22:27:00.006+08:00

that GRR person totally spoilt my mood can.@#$%^&*.

anws,went eat w kaini aft sch todae at ws.den toktok gossip gossip until ard 645.lol.lots of gossip=)ohohoh.i've come up w a nick fr amelin n my tt eyecandy.he's called DARDAR.so sweet rite.lol.den on bus we were lyk fightin over e rights over him.den kip DARDAR here n dere.sekali ppl tot we fightin over bf.lolol.i've filter my eyecandies alr.nw left DARDAR.joanna tt eyecandy i dun want liao, cnt even rem his face anw.=D DARDAR is gettin mre n mre shun yan every dae la.den veh humorous oso.hehe.den amelin dey kip sayin i hua xin la.I'M NOT.lol.since nw i onli gt ONE EYECANDY.

ytd supposed to b studyin fr spa bt damn sian.my bro tok to mi, i kip shh shh.den aft tt he asked mi if i'm e manager fr e fc wad ll i do etc.coz he playin psp fifa.so i ans him den he sae 'u're nt even studyin la,if u studyin u wun reply mi'.i lyk grrrrr.lolol.den b4 he went to slp, he came hug hug mi den sae yong4 gong1 study,dun kip thinkin abt that one n ur eyecandy.i lyk wth!den start smackin his stomach.lol.luckily i'm nt e elder sis, if nt he sure kana bullied by mi lyk duno wad since young.HAHA.

i cnt open e protein elearnin.darnit.=(

我松开手回忆却没放掉

2009-02-22T00:45:00.002+08:00

doin e gp thgy on deforestation.kinda miss geography.n totally miss history.if i can choose my subjs agn.i ll nt choose 4h2 pcme agn.i ll choose 3h2 pcm n h1 hist.kinda regret.econs can nv replace hist la.even geog iz better den econs.sighh.i dun mind doin alot full length hist essay den do 1 econs essay outline la .i miss tk alotalot lately oso.esp tt tym see j1 tkgians.reali miss dose tyms.duno whether shd go baq fr campfire ont.i want to go fr nightwalk once agn,experience np agn.bt nt shou w e jnrs.somehow tkg left mi w e most unique kind of experience n precious memories.altho its all gals sch n ppl may tin life dere ll b borin.bt no.itz a brand new experience everydae.i jux love e sch mre n mre as each dae passed.even aft i graduate, i still love tkg.much much mre den mj.everydae go tkg iz jux gayin ard. nobody ll give u weird stares if u n ur fwen hug.u can shout ily damn loud oso wun feel ps.ohwells.i tin i'm too used to gals sch life.

2009-02-21T22:42:00.002+08:00

i tot i ll b damn sad.bt surprisingly i'm nt.tho i feel abit argh bt i'm nt sad n i realised i dun care anymre.bi jing itz so long ago alr.bt e fusion dance songs do make mi tin of u a little.at tt instant.ohwellsohwells.i'm simply missin e tyms nt u in particular i guess.memories r easy to create bt too difficult to erase.

i shd stop postin emo posts.i shd b happy.tts my resolution for 09.i ll nt b emo.i ll b happy=)n i hafta stop lookin at cute guys n snatchin oda ppl's eyecandies=X joanna n amelin, i ll try kaes!no guarantee tho.lol.coz i'm same as yall.I'M FREEEEEE.so i can haf alot alot eyecandies oso nobody can restrict mi.=D

2009-02-21T22:29:00.001+08:00

i tin diz song quite nice.go listen!

sometimes when we touch-olivia ong
You ask me if I love you and I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly then mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you on what you say or do
I'm only just beging to see the real you
And sometimes when we touch the honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you till I die till we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all it's stategy leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity some tenderness surves
I'm just another writer still trapped within my truch
A hesitant prize fighter still trapped within my youth
And sometimes when we touch the honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you till I die till we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides
At times I'd like to break you and drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through and hold you endlessly
At times I understand you and I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you and I've watched love pass you by
At times think we're drifters still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister but then the passion flares again
And sometimes when we touch the honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you till I die till we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

2009-02-19T23:15:00.003+08:00

i tin e prev post iz lyk damn crap, damn emo oso.lol.bt oh wells.

i'm 21 yrs old!!=)lol.tues my bro's bdae.den i lyk 'faster faster light candle!!' right aft he made his wish, i blew out e candles.fm quite far away summre.den mum laff at mi fr wantin to blow oda ppl's candles.=X

todae's phy test iz total screwed up.duno hw to do a single e field mcq qn la.depressin.sighh..anws, its damn fun to fight w amelin fr her eyecandy everydae la.din realise he's so cute until diz yr.lolol.n den i sae he's 90% mine, 10% give her.lolol.my eyecandy.=)den amelin kip sayin i hua chi lo wich i'm nt.eyecandy onli mah,oso nt sae i lyk.lyk to see only=D today's compass elective quite fun.e drawin drawin workshop.tt bio tcher can draw damn well n damn fast la.cnt catch up.itz lyk so cool to b able to draw well.iwant draw well oso.bt apparently all e artistic genes went to my 2nd bro.=(

i tin i mistreated my sabre.lyk how many wks din sand it alr la.see it so rusty i veh xin tong bt no tym.sigh.left my body wire at prcs ytd.den my coach took baq.tt means i must go cca nxt wk to get baq my wire=(

p.s:dere's cfm smthg wrong w my ankles.tues left ankle pain, wed right ankle pain.darnit.n todae aft pe runnin i gt muscle ache, runnin tt tym leg lyk wan cramp dun wan cramp liddat.so weird.nv b4 lo.hmm..

i miss gymin=(

2009-02-16T22:41:00.003+08:00

typed the following stuff on bus on my fone since nth to do.in case i 4gt wadi was thinking wen i reach hm.wen i read abt it nw, i tin its quite crap.oh wells.

damn stressed.chem reali stress mi out.ytd nite lyk 10+ den i stil haven do self pract thgy yet den i panicked.felt damn fan2.hugged my mummy and felt lyk cryin=(j2 life makes mi depressed la.sigh.oh wells.i'm physically and psychologically exhausted.physically due to fencing and pe.everydae go hm so tired, no energy to do anythg.kip wantin to slp.psychologically/emotnally fm studies etc.=(

i reali dun lyk e wae thgs are nw.hangin in e middle of nowhere.i admit it does feel kinda sweet in e beginnin bt nw i'm exhausted.e uncertainty is so xin ku.i admit its partly or mostly my fault. i shd have pick up courage long ago bt apparently i din.itz been so long and u din mentn it agn.i guessed u're nt interested to noe anymre.oh wells.

i dun lyk my character seriously.i'm lyk so weird.if i lyk someone, i ll b damn bad to him,kip daoin him.i tin he tins i hate him nw la.wich i dun.no matter hw bushuang i am w him, aft a while i okok agn.sigh.i kip tellin myself to b nicer to him, smile mre to him bt wen isee him, ill 4get everythg.dere's lyk a barrier in btwn us.wenever i see him,i'll b reminded of her.abt hw dey used to b tgt.i'm nt jealous bt..i duno hw to sae.

i typed e above in 7 smses la.duno wad i'm thinkin la.everytym typed 7 sms long stuff.oh wells.i need pen down my tots sumwhere.if nt veh xin ku.

bro's bdae tmr.went tm buy his presents todae.met aishah on mrt.oh.and on bus to psr mrt.gt dese 2 j1 guys wan act gentleman i tin.gave up his seats to mi n kaini.kaini lyk nvm dun wan.den e guy sae dun let him lose face, ask her sit.den i kip laffin.another guy told mi dun act blur sit down oso.i duno wan laff or wad la.damn funny e 2 guys.this does change my impression of j1s by abitbit.lol.

kk.ciaoz~this post iz so lengthy n distorted.lol

ps:my roses r dyin='(

2009-02-14T02:52:00.003+08:00

shdnt b here blogging nw.shd lyk slpin bt den argh.gp thgy.dun wan leave until tmr.dere's a lot mre thgs to do tmr.sighh..read HER blog jux nw.it's a mixed feelin.nt jealous or wad, bt jux weirdd.oh wells.hu ask mi go read in e ferz place.sighh.

vdae diz yr in mj wasnt as fun as laz yr.its kinda borin.esp e angel mortal thgyiz inter level.damn sian la.i dun mind intra level lo.cfm wae mre fun den givin present to a jnr guy-_-'.

e only highlight of vdae iz e blue mixed breed of tulip and rose.prettypretty.den its kinda bigger den norm rose and smell nicer.kinda touched=)20 bux per stalk.so damn ex la.can go buy 10 stalks of roses tt biz club selling.lol

the red and blue roses.=)

actuali wanted to go queenswae w em tmr to make claz tee and to buy stuff bt joanna dey all nt gg.den i gt so mani thgs to do so cnt go oso.sighh.

darnit 3+ alr.as if back to e pw daes.lol.kk ciaoz~

2009-02-06T23:20:00.003+08:00

damn sian.i tin dere's somethg wrong w my character.one moment i can b damn damn bushuang w someone bt e oda moment i'll frget all abt e bushuangness.and no matter how hard i try to b pissed, it jux cnt last long.n ppl tin e way i angry funny.oh wells.i shd try to learn how to b angry.lolol.

i admit i do feel abit bushuangness bt tts nt jealous rite.i hope.=X

2009-02-03T00:05:00.002+08:00

i jux realised how silly i am fr e past few wks.y care so much abt tt??its meaningless n gettin nowhere.i feel damn bad dao-in tt someone.he did nth wrong, he dun deserve to b treated liddat by mi.everytym i saw him n he saw mi n i looked awae, nt even to acknowledge his presence, actuali i feel damn damn bad.e look on his face sumhw makes mi feel hurt.it makes mi feel lyk i'm such a bitch.so bad.wadever e reason i'm dao-in him, he's still my fwen.oh wells.i nt gg care anymre.i gg b myself baq.my pae self baq.i will tryy my best nt to dao him or oda ppl anymre.

2009-01-31T23:43:00.002+08:00

went to watch bride wars w kaini ytd.e movie nt bad.liv's bro iz gorgeous.seriously.lol.we couldnt fin e popcorn in e end.i tin i ate damn alot la,bt she din really eat.i veh ps.lol.

ti amo e song quite nice.lol.

TI-AMO
虽然是简单的形容
虽然是重复的动作
因为有你
让一切都变成不平凡

好想缝合你我手心
就这样牵住放不开
有你陪伴
呼吸着有你的空气
就是幸福

Ti amo Te Quiero
每一天都要爱上你
想着你沉入梦境
一张眼一清醒
第一个想到又是你

Sa la he And I Love You
我每天都要爱上你
少一天就会遗憾
陪着你的光阴
怎样都不算蹉跎

好想缝合你我手心
就这样牵住放不开
有你陪伴
呼吸着有你的空气
就是幸福

Ti amo Te Quiero
每一天都要爱上你
想着你沉入梦境
一张眼一清醒
第一个想到又是你

Sa la he And I Love You
我每天都要爱上你
少一天就会遗憾
陪着你的光阴
怎样都不算蹉跎
陪着你的光阴
怎样都不算蹉跎
永远都觉

and 傻瓜

其实他做的坏事我们都懂
没有什么不同
眼光闪烁暧昧流动
闭上眼当作听说

其实别人的招数我们都懂
没有什么不同
故作软弱撒娇害羞
只是有一点别扭

傻瓜也许单纯地懂
爱得没那么做作
爱上了我不保留

傻瓜我们都一样
被爱情伤了又伤
相信这个他不一样
却又再一次受伤

傻瓜我们都一样
受了伤却不投降
相信付出会有代价
代价只是一句傻瓜

其实别人的招数我们都懂
没有什么不同
故作软弱撒娇害羞
只是有一点别扭

傻瓜也许单纯地懂
爱得没那么做作
爱上了我不保留

傻瓜我们都一样
被爱情伤了又伤
相信这个他不一样
却又再一次受伤

傻瓜我们都一样
受了伤却不投降
相信付出会有代价
代价只是一句傻瓜

傻瓜我们都一样
被爱情伤了又伤
相信这个他不一样
却又再一次受伤

傻瓜我们都一样
受了伤却不投降
相信付出会有代价
代价只是一句傻瓜

sighh..sch so sian.i want tk part in orientatn oso leh.as ogm=)

2009-01-25T21:48:00.004+08:00

tried to do hmwk todae bt nt really in e mood so well, e hmwk left untouched.sighh.went grandma's hse fr reunion dinner jux nw.i din eat much i guess.only eat abalone n beancurd thgy i tin.aft tt i went to play w my little cousin.ethan tan yi cheng is lyk omg damn damn cute can!!!!!!!he's total love la.he's lyk 2 mths old n he lyks ppl to tok to him.i kip 'hello yicheng hello yicheng' to him.n he kip smiling n laffin.lyk omg damn cute.den his cheeks r lyk so soft.his hands n legs are lyk tinnnnnyyyyy.i was so scared i might break his limbs or scratch him accidentally.damn damn cute la he.he actuali a-choo into my face.bt stil, he's so damn cute n innocent.cnt bear to hold it agnst him.hahahh.i kip sayangin him.its lyk e ferz tym i touch a baby la.lyk omg, totally in love w him alr.lol.i wanted to carry him bt scared later i drop him.hmm.baby boys r reallyy cute bt toddler gals r cuter coz can hlp em tie hair+buy princess dress fr em.lolol.

mummy cookin steamed fish n sharkfin tmr i tin.i want learn!!!ok actuali i onli want to learn how to cook steamed fish.i dun tin my cookin so bad until landin ppl in polyclinics lo.mayb nt nice to eat bt wun cause food poisoning.lol.

korea strawberries r damn nice la can.ate half e box jux nw.itz lyk so sweett..plus e colour damn nice.my strawberry loveeeee..lol.

anws, HAPPY CNY EVE!

ps:ppl, i dun lyk c.i mentn him fr e sake of mentning.i really really dun lyk him.yup

2009-01-23T23:54:00.002+08:00

cny celebratn todae was quitee okay.lion dance etc was borin.partly bcoz i cnt see anythg fm my position so i was stonin thruout.claz reunion party was kinda fun.ss intro us e ohmohm chucky chucky game.lolol.most ppl din really eat much i tin.left a lot of food in e end.105 gt yusheng!gosh.lol.den concert was okayy.

aft celebratn, mi joanna kaini n zx went whitesands MFM eat lunch.ate fish 'n' chips.e food nt bad.normally oda places nly give chilli n mayo rite.dey even give e chopped garlic thgy.quite unique.i tin i'm e only one hu dipped e fish into e garlic la.haha.bt itz nice tho=D

sorry to tt person hu i feel bad to.i'm really sorry.

2009-01-22T22:12:00.003+08:00

i realised every yr wen approaching cny, i sure sick.last yr oso liddat.sighh.ohoh i have decided nt to eat too much cny goodies.if nt gain wt agn.lol.

i've planned wad to wear fr cny alr.ny eve i gonna wear e 'doll dress' den cny 1st dae black dress n 2nd dae e purple one.lol.black on ferz dae lyk so bu ji li bt my korkors oso wearin black so heck.lol.he just bought another jacket, 1 jeans n 2 tees todae.sighh..i oso wan buy mre clothes.addicted sia.every yr cfm guarantee once i start buyin cny clothes i would want to kip buyin..haixx.

ohoh.btw todae lunch tym, ysa took mi to e side n toktok abt c again.hahah.lyk everydae cfm tok abt him lo.den ytd trng was damn fun.coz we gt inspiratn n motivatn.lolol.we sound lyk 2 desperate gals bt actuali we're nt.just sae fr fun..hahah.

i want a doramon stuffed toy!!lol.damn random.bt i lyk gt almost all stuffed toys tt i want alr xcept doramon.tts y wen i passed by eunos dere de pasar malam tt tym i wanted to go play dose kiddish kiddish game to win e doramon.bt den until nw stil haven try.my bdae in 3 mths n 3daes*hinthint*lolol

2009-01-22T21:28:00.002+08:00

damn sick todae=(wanted to pon sch bt in e end stil go sch.oh wells.din regret gg sch todae.econs test was a total screwed up.i dun even utd wad e qns abt.sighh.e whole dae i felt lyk dyin la.esp durin phy spa, headache flu sorethroat everythg.argh..bt surprisingly, durin pe when i ran, i dun really feel anythg.ran 4 rounds, only walk a bit in e last round.tts lyk once in a lifetym tt i can finish running+crunches+push-ups+back extension wo feelin tired=)go hm tt tym i stil walk all e wae fm kaki bukit baq hm.normally i die oso want wait for bus bt todae i walked all e wae even tho i sick.surprisingly.

anws, i tin i achieved 1 of my goals tt i set fr diz wk.e oda goal i tin i gave up alr.lolol.oh wells~

2009-01-19T22:34:00.002+08:00

its a bad bad day todae.everythg seems to go wrong sumhow.sighh..have been sighin since 8+ diz mornin?yupp..haix.i'm injured.yes i noe,again.i tin i too used to it alr, so used to it tt i dun feel anythg liao.oh wells...trng tmr!my wound stil pain sia how.haixxx.

saw c todae.eye contact summre.ysa gg b jealous.lolol.

2009-01-18T22:39:00.002+08:00

i just realised.that i can communicate w some ppl quite well den can play w em.bt to some ppl, i gt totally nth to tok abt.wich iz veh weird.hmm..i alr set my goals fr nxt wk alr.lol.lyk wad tkg teachers lyk us to do durin legacy lessons.settin short term n long term goals.hahah..gt 2 goals in fact.will will TRY to do it.bth r difficult tho.sighh.bth interlink.if i achieved e ferz one i cnt achieved e 2nd one.n vice vs.sounds damn complicated right i noe.bt nvm i utd can liao.wahaha

2009-01-18T20:55:00.004+08:00

bought my cny clothes alr.3 dresses (1 blacktube dress, 1 doll dress i tin acc to tt person n 1 purple dress), 1 pair of black slippers w rubber straps) n a bag=)want buy another flats lehh..saw one at citylink veh pretty pretty bt lyk no tym go buy..mayb aft new yr.i realised diz yr e trend for guys iz lyk collared button shirt w knee length pants w walking shoes.lyk so so mani guys wearin tt on streets den some of em nt bad lookin oso.LOL.

1st wk of sch was quite horrible..1st dae alr gt test den gt cca until so late n comp..sighh..apparently i gt lots of weird feelings nowadaes..towards alot ppl.ss sae i iinternally troubled.LOL.he ask mi y i duno wad to sae coz i tot i happier diz yr?haha. ohh n i so gonna change my impression of some ppl fm now onwards..lyk 180 degrees change.hmmm...

keep lookin at e yr bk for e past 2 daes.no gd lookin guys lo.acc to everyone i noe, mj deprive of cute guys.hahaha..n apparently, my bros n mum sae my taste nt gd,dose i sae gd lookin dey sae nt=( sat tt tym e sabre gals were lyk discussin abt cute guys n stuff.e motivatn fr us to go comp iz to see cute guys.lol.n ysa ever since mondae i tin, everydae keep sayin c.n insistin i lyk c.n tt i gt fate w him coz i keep seein him.wich i dun lo.lol.

cnt do phy elearnin coz apple comp dun support e thgy i tin.sighhh...gg copy fm someone tmr..siann..

2009-01-04T21:44:00.002+08:00

new year resolutions for 2009^^

#01: be a better daughter, sister, fwen etc

#02: smile more,dun emo=)

#03: study HARDER, slack lesser

#04: stay awake durin lessons( diz sounds lyk pb's resolutn fr '07.lol)

#05: get physically fitter (G fr napfa?llol.)

#06: win fencin medal fr myself (lol.actuali diz n e #5 r goals set by captain nt mi.=X)

#07: grow TALLER!

#08: lose weight(too much fats liao=X)

#09: HAVE FUN!

i shall do a recap of 2008.i'll try to recall as much as possible.lol.

PAE!

e best tyms in mj.everydae iz jux fun fun n fun.flunk all tests bt stil happyhappy=)all i can rem fm pae orientatn iz runnin ard spore.lol.mi n jocelyn tryin to catch up w e guys.den cny performance prep fr phobos!pon fencin trng to go prep.stay all e wae to 8 or 9 w minghan shiwee melvin yanhao n jocelyn to make e 'rat ears'.phobos gt first=)angel n mortal game!my angel never give mi anythg la.bt my mortal he damn nice, can make up.lol.i rem gangin up w christine to scare shiwee n yijun, sae deir angels guys.n we succeeded=)den e night b4 valentines' stayed up until 2am to wrap vdae presents fr whole claz.vdae was fun.shall nt elaborate further.lol.pae cg outin to psr pk den tamp safari to play pool and e 2nd tym to ernest hse where my fone drowned n died.

JAE!

orientatn was quite memorable...due to certain reasons.LOL.e post orientatn daes are lessons-break-go out of sch w cg-lessons.n games durin recess.basically jae r jux study study n study.other den study, derre's onli ben&jerry's outin n class chalet i tin.both are fun tho.

PW!-e most torturous times durin tt period of tym bt come to tin abt it nw, dose tyms r fun.e tyms wen we gossip n crap.lol.frankly speakin, wen i know hus in my group, was quite worried.bt dey turn out to b nice ppl.n my gp iz nt bad.e op dryruns e best la.kana suan lyk duno wad, n suanin joanna damn fun=D in fact i know my cg ppl better thru pw even tho dey nt fm my gp.

tts all for my recappin=)

darnit.i haven buy cny clothes n stuff fr sch.sigh..bt lyk no tym go buy since i gt so much hmwk left.sighh..i tin i may be buyin dress tho.frgt wens e last tym i bought dress except prom dress.lol.bt i dooubt i ll wear it often anws.

sch reopenin a wk's tym.siann..

2009-01-01T23:15:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!=)

new year new start=)

2008-12-25T23:55:00.005+08:00

this song is damn nice and e video is damn sweetttt la.romeo and juliet with a different ending.a happy one..so fairytale bt stil loves<333

Love Story - Taylor Swift

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes and the flashback starts
I'm standing there on a balcony in summer air
See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns
See you make your way through the crowd
And say hello, little did I know

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase, begging you please don't go
And I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story, baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes, let's leave this town for a little while
Oh, oh

'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me, I was begging you please don't go
And I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story, baby just say yes

Romeo save me they're tryna tell me how to feel
this love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story, baby just say yes

I got tired of waiting wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town
And I said

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I'll keep waiting for you, but you never come
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring
And said

Marry me Juliet you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad you'll pick out a white dress
It's a love story, baby just say yes
Oh, oh, oh
We were both young when I first saw you

this song is lyk loveeeeeee can..lol

MERRY XMAS!!<3

i simply love xmas.partly coz i receive more presents on xmas den even on my bdae.i tin.lol..cny in 1 mth.haven buy cny clothes yet!!!ahhhh..duno shd buy ont since alot ppl ard mi lyk dun wan buy since nxt yr oso no tym go out.bt den..sighh..altho shoppin walkin and walkin ard is a torture, wearin new clothes is a pleasure=D.so i guess i ll still go buy.other den clothes, stil hafta buy stationaries, sch bag, shoes(mayb nt?since i jux bought?),wallet etcccccc...sighh..btw,yihui if u're readin, when we goin out????our jie-mei outing.lol.

kk.gtg.ciaozzz~

2008-12-01T22:28:00.004+08:00

okay, i tin i'm nt onli injury prone,i'm oso damn good at inflicting injuries on others.=( sry azian!argh..every trng cfm cfm hit someone n den dey ll haf blue-black=(( i feel so bad gal..sighhh...altho coach sae on e piste, u gt no fwen etc bt den stil feel damn bad la.i feel so ps, everytym injure em.sry ppl=( anw, i found one good use of fencin.when competin( or at least for my case) w oda ppl,i can really really free my mind.dere's lyk really NOTHING insyd my mind except wad moves shd i make n e aim to gain pts.wich means if i fence 24/7 den i can free my mind and dun need tin abt other thgs??lol.joanna, i tin diz iz a much much better wae den readin twilight or listenin to paramore la.summre can exercise.hahah.bt at least dere's progress, i'm nt thinkin abt it anymore.UNLESS i go and think abt it, wich i duno why oso. its tough not to think..i guess...

tmr gt tinkle friend camp.ahhh.i cfm die dere.e kids...omggggg..sekali i kill em how sia.maybe i shd brin my sabre dere to scare em.if dey dun kip quiet den...hurhurhur...sekali my plan backfire, dey tk my blade n run ard....ok ttts so lame..give mi one kid and i can still manage.but ten kidss??ahh i duno.at least yihui same group as mi, so can let her break e mountains of ICE.i shall go emo one side.haha.cant wait to see how joanna deal w e kids.lalala>.<

missin wed's trng.argh.den nxt wk fence agnst others, if i lose, coach cfm sae 'who's e one who didnt come for trng huh'.arghhh...

2008-12-01T00:34:00.001+08:00

sometyms, let nature tk its course may be a better solution..try too hard, thgs may backfire..i've seem too many cases of this..sighh..

blue-black,body aching..injury-prone sia mi.grr..

2008-11-26T23:39:00.002+08:00

i feel so unproductive.its lyk 2 wks of hols alr n i onli fin 1 tutorial.3 daes 9 qns, left out 1 qn.how PRODUCTIVE...e moment i touch chem notes, confirm fall asleep la.haix.i sian of chem liao.sighhhhhhh..

trng todae..fun=)actuali diz wk's trngs are fun coz coach happy mood=DD.funnyfunny.

ohmygosh.i want eat katong laksa!!mabbe tmr i crazy crazy ownself go dere eat..laksaaaaaaa...ahhhhhhh

2008-11-24T23:53:00.002+08:00

ahhhh.i tin my coach gg kill mi sooner or later.hit him twice todae. once on his knuckles n once on his back=X den wen i lunge tt tym, duno fall down how many tyms.jelly legsssss. embarrassing sia.lol...it sorta become a routine, everytime individual trng w coach, cfm hit him one.sighhh

hand straighten, lunge!!!!!ahhh..i jux cnt get it right la.siannn..

i guess wad pb sae is right.she experienced it before afterall.if dey stop tokin abt it, i guess i will succeed SOOONNNNN.=))

2008-11-22T00:23:00.002+08:00

oh boy oh boy.forget it.i shd stop tryin to convince myself anymore.do you noe ur no pressure approach iz pressurizin???i rather u give direct pressure den this...

2008-11-21T00:13:00.002+08:00

had been thinkin abt tt for the past few daes alr.but the more i tin of it, the more confused i get.forget it.i dun want tin anymore.i seriously need to start doin hmwk.no tym to tin of tt anymore.i must must must not tin of it anymore.seriously....

2008-11-19T22:31:00.002+08:00

c'mon gal.u can do it.make up ur mind.it just need a little mental power...guessing game is the worst game everrrrr....

no matter how sweet a dream is, it is still a dream, you have to come back to reality eventually. dream fairy, can i request a different dream instead???i'm tirred alrr..

2008-11-11T22:12:00.002+08:00

HUNGRYYYYYYYYYY..bt dun feel lyk eating..haix..headache oso.damn sian.slpt 3 hrs jux nw.bt stil damn tired..sighh..

it wont last...everything will end by this friday..yess..aft friday, it wont be an issue anymore..

ok, i tin i will go for chalet afterall..=) jux realised for bbq, dere's no marshmallows!!!!!i want marshmallows!!!sigghhh..

2008-11-11T18:02:00.002+08:00

ms joanna wan mi to come up v3 of the story so i came up w one, not as emo as hers tho.continuing fm e story in the prev post...

even tho the gal realises that fact, it is difficult for her to give up.

her stubbornness make her want to continue..

when the gal is hesitating whether or not to take another step forward, she saw the boy turn away..

the gal is very sad..

but at least she is waken up from her self delusion.

why did she even think that the boy has the intention to walk towards her?there's so many gals around the boy, he's alwaes the one steppin towards them. but to her, he has never take a step forward.she should have know...she will never be the one...

sighh.e story lyk not veh nice, cnt think of better ones alr.ms joanna, go think of v4 le...lol

2008-11-09T21:40:00.004+08:00

spent 4hrs todae filing ws n papers. itz damn damn borin filing papers.bt at least can get my mind off fm thinkin abt certain thgs.......

sch tmr.sian.den stil gt cca. sighhh.damn lazy to go.den summre nt feelin veh well ever since thurs.i tin i ll jux die durin trng.=(((

chalet, shd i go??i seriously duno. dun reali feel lyk gg.bt den dun go lyk so bad..sigghhh..gt 3 mre daes to think.e most pay fr e food den dun go.ahhhhh i dunooo..sian...

diz mornin gt a sudden urge to study. wanted to read my econs notes n stuff. bt ended up filin papers n aft tt, stuck in front of e comp..

ok, diz post iz damn messy, so random..

aft wad happened ytd, suddenly came up w diz story..

there's diz gal n diz boy standing a distance away, facing each other.

they have been standin at e same spot for a veh long tym.

one day, the gal reali cnt take it(e silence n e awkward situation) anymre.

so, she took one step forward. thinking tt e boy ll follow suit and take one step forward too.

she wait and wait, bt e boy did nt move at all.

she started findin excuses for herself so that she ll feel better.'mabbe he's jux slow in reactn or he's too far awae to see mi tk tt ferz step..'

so, she took a second step.

again, the boy did not move an inch at all.

diz tym round, e gal finally realises..

'no matter hw mani steps i take, if he does nt step forward at all, it ll take a very long tym fr us to meet each other. even if i finally reach him, izzit oso his wish to meet mi??y am i so naive thinkin tt we bth wan to meet each oda?even if i persevere till the end, izzit stil my wish to meet him?or jux bcoz i'm too stubborn to giv up?'

moral of diz story? if onli one party makes an effort n e oda party does nt bother to make e same amt of effort, no matter how much effort e former puts in iz pointless.

2008-11-08T22:50:00.002+08:00

feel so accomplished.finally tidy up my bkshelf aft duno hw mani mths.=)

things to do/gg happen in the hols:

1.promote my game character to at least 5th dan=)

2.tidy my study table, file e ws

3.finish readin e storybks tt i haven finish readin aft lyk 2 yrs

4.do chem hmwk

5.do phy 400 mcqs

6.do econs hmwk

7.class chalet(??)

8.6/1 outin(???)

9.go out w yihui

10.go out w pb,simei n yx

11.tinkle camp cip

haix.i shd stop thinkin too much....

2008-11-07T23:21:00.003+08:00

END OF PWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!=))

went changi airport eat aft submission of pw stuff.e food was lyk omg, damn nt nice.eat halfwae alr damn sian. den ss n darren were lyk tokin abt 'stomach bigger den universe' and sum 'hi-jack' thgy.damn funny.aft eatin, dey wan play bridge bt ended up gg zx's hse. joanna pok went hm to slp-_-"'

e JOURNEY to her hse damn fun la.we lyk stopped at almost all playgrds n fitness corner we passed by to play.I MISSSSSS PLAYGROUNDDDDDDDDDDD....e gals were lyk playin at e playgrd n e guys, surprising, oso join in.tk picsss=))

at her hse, e rez were lyk playin cards, den i pei zx's bro play sum car mind games thgy.i seriously cmi la.DEPRIVED CHILDHOOD=( aft sendin hebei down to bus stop, went to teach zx's bro skip.he's lyk damn cute la.(ps: wen he's nt screamin) n he taught mi scooter thgy.wich agn, i cmi.sighhh... i wan i wan a younger sibling!!!tweety pa was lyk suanin mi sae i preparin to b a mum.grr.

e worst feelin ever iz seein u and nt tokin to u..=(

2008-10-21T23:32:00.002+08:00

i dun lyk pw.seriously.

2008-10-13T23:53:00.001+08:00

u're gettin on my nerves.seriously.diz is nt e ferz tym.damn you.

2008-10-10T22:03:00.003+08:00

its gettin irritatin.seriously.

2008-10-09T22:42:00.003+08:00

gt baq promo results.BBCCD.siann.xpected better results fr math n econs la.=(anw,shdnt complainn,since i manage to pass all subjs.

todae's pw was jux damn HUMOROUS.seriously.bt i frgt y.onli noe dere's alot of crap gg on.did pw until lyk 545.cnt believe we actuali spent 1hr+ tinin of e name fr our proposal.was searchin e net fr song titles,apparently none of em suitable.damn sian.cnt wait fr pw to b over,itz startin to get onto my nerves.seriously.sighh..

i guess a blockhead ll olwaes remain as a blockhead.siann.i'm gettin tired of it alr.grrr

2008-10-08T23:25:00.010+08:00

wah.todae trainin iz totally killer sia.acc to wad ysabel sae.1st part physical,2nd part endurance.totally can die.e moment coach sae time out.everibody jux sit on e bench n die.apparently,he enjoyed laffin at us><

y are you such a blurr blockhead?????seriously,sumtyms i see you,i reali can die sia.ahhh!!qi si wo de...grrr...

2008-10-04T22:55:00.002+08:00

open hse ytd=)went sch early to put my fencin stuff.n to eat breakfast w joanna,angeline n zx bt cancelled in e end.so went 2.5 storey dere emo=Xso i jux sat dere msg,drink green tea n stared at my fencin shirt.shirt so pretty=)))aft tt joanna came n we went down,met v on e wae, so we went lib crap.mi n v started tokin abt joanna's emo lookin face.lol.den assembly,duno wad happen.

aft assembly,atlas hafta meet in front of GO.wen alyss came,she's lyk 'eheh,he dere le' n i sae'i dun lyk him alr etc'.wen gather,kaini asked mi y i dun lyk him alr,wen he's directly bhind us.i lyk er...

aft tt,went canteen,shd b hlpin cg booth bt i ended up spendin half of e tym at fencin booth dere.

before mass dance,saw minghan. w christine n nic.i was lyk eh,so long nv see!den toktok.n he asked'gt miss mi ont?'lol.i cnt believe i sae 'got!'.hahah.gaynessgayness.too high liao,nv think b4 i tok.=X

so yah,den aft tt,did a bit of fencing,gav out flyers,mass dance etc.atlas gt last.wad can i sae?predicted rite.lol.went hm w yihui,damn damn tired.kip usin my blade to poke her=)

todae,pw meetin.dere's onli 3 words to describe:hot,unproductive,irritating.lol.jux realised sch canteen gt lots of mosquitoes=X

2008-10-01T22:20:00.003+08:00

went bugis w pb todae=))meet her at her mrt statn.den she gav mi diz sunflower tt she drew.omgosh.damn sweet can.i lyk speechless.in fact,she left mi speechless countless tyms todae.lol.pei her go shop shop,cultivate her IMPULSE FR SHOPPING.so fun so fun.she bought lyk so mani mani clothes lo.gt diz shirt de words veh fun.lyk 'fwens dun let fwens tok to ugly guys' n 'i lyk bad boys,ps:dey are cute'.=D wanted buy shorts de.bt all lyk nt nice one so din buy.mabbe sat den go buy fbts.hmm.met alyss,zaki,gyanish n mak at jco.i tin i totally malu myself in front of everione sittin near mi la.

#1:e chair iz lyk too high fr mi to sit on top

#2:i took off my heels to sit on e chair

#3:i sat in a damn unglam position.

lol.aft drinkin ice choc,took mrt hm.thruout e journey,we're lyk tokin n laffin abt sum chicken thgy tt we saw earlier.laff damn loud den summre train lyk super crowded.tin everibody heard wad we sae la.bt stil,fun. except wen she kip askin mi go run w her,tt part nt fun=X chicken chicken,float float!i noe wad to buy fr her bdae alr.=))

crazy thgs tt i do fr a guy.sigh.pb sae she din noe i'll do tt fr a guy.hw would she noe wen mi myself dun even noe.i reali cnt believe it.haix.

i stil cnt tin of any catchy phrase fr e brochure thgy.sian.n i tin my drawin sux,so ugly.=(

2008-09-30T21:49:00.000+08:00

promos over.wad can i sae?total screw-up.gp,chem totally totally screwed up.chem.ahhh!totally cnt do la.wth.damndamn.mcq,mre den half e qns tikam ans.paper2,cnt fin.die.den fr gp,aq totally out of pt.e short short qns,i did until damn fed-up,end up liftin.screwedscrewed.

goin out w pb tmr=)if,if she dun haf pw at e laz min.i confirm wun haf,tt iz guarantee one.lol.most likely gg bugis agn.lol.so long nv see her liao.miss her sia.n simei n yanxin.aft pw,muz reali reali go out together.miss dose TK nonsense times.=))

i'm clear nw.bt i guess everithg's too late nw,isnt it?wad can i do,hu can i blame.mabbe i tin too much right fm e start.

wen i close my eyes,u're e one hu come into my mind.u're e one hu i dreamt of e most.why?why?diz iz seriously weird..

2008-09-04T22:21:00.000+08:00

conclusion made last night:

top task currently-study hard for promos so can be get promoted

everithg else can wait.i gonna b a mugger wo any feelings fr the nxt 3-4 wks.i gonna b a total bitch n heck care abt anythg else.anythg tt my fwens sae.yess.if i can do tt,i gonna salute myself.

in order to do tt, i guess i hafta look past u everitym i walked past n dao u.n u ll definitely think i'm sum bitch hus nt right up dere,sumtyms acknowledge u,sumtyms dao u.haix.dun care alr.i bloody need to mug 24/7 in order to finish e syllabus.still at e 3rd chapt of chem n 4th chapt of econs.n i'm jux readin thru.hw great.hw am i gg fin all e topics fr all subjs???it would b a miracle if i get promotedd..hurhur..if i retain,i seriously think i ll jux quit sch.no wae am i gg endure stayin in diz sch fr another 2 yrs.. feel so bitchy todae.damn.

2008-09-04T21:52:00.000+08:00

FOCUS!!!!!

nw i noe y ppl alwaes sae ignorance is a blisss...

2008-09-01T18:12:00.000+08:00

i have enuff of u.jux f*** off n leave mi alone can.i have my own life.stop makin it sound as if itz my duty to help u.tt onli u need to study n i dun.get a life.thank u veh much.

2008-08-29T23:08:00.000+08:00

tchers dae celebratn todae.den gt sum be urslef dae thgy wich i tin iz quite a failure since nobody really follow the main theme.superheroes.lol.except fr my claz i tin.men in black/white.hhaa.went sch in atlas shirt n skinnies den go sch change into e black guy shirt+killer heels.seriously killer sia,i walked fm toilet to assembly plaza,my feet alr wan die liao la.gosh.den aft frc,went stffrm w sherli,shila to put e part food.walked past him n din notice him.stamp chop guarentee dun lyk him alr=))den went down fr aces,took off my heels.its so much better to b barefooted la.screwed up aces la.frgt all e footwork thgy.n dear ms alyss stepped on my feet,i ouch so loud n she stil din realise.lol.blur sia her.

concert iz so funny!esp e alkanes song by e chemistry brothers..hahah..freee radicals sub mechanism=)as usual,chem dept make use of all opportunity to influence us w chem stuff..lol

claz party..i wan die can!!seriously..alyss shouted across e clazrm abt...den nw iz lyk e whole claz tot i lyk...i lyk wth no.ok laz tym yah,bt nw no mre alr lo.den i started dao-in alyss.pretend to b angry.n she reali tot i angry sia,kip irene here irene dere.=D went outside clazrm to tk claz foto at lockers dere.n he's dere.walked paz him n jux smilesmile.itz alwaes better to kip a dist to prevent further spreadin of scandals=)

aft party,went change.e moment i stepped into e clazrm,dey lyk "irene,where u gg huhs.w bf izzit.wear until liddat" or "y wear until so revealin?!!".wth la.spagetti top revealin meh.i wan kill em sia.hahah

actuali wanted go baq tk to mt simei n pb sweetheart one.bt too late.so end up gg bugis w yihui n angeline.to shop fr angeline's sisters' presents.den went haji lane eat n shop shop.omgosh la.e shops dere damn damn pretty.lyk shophse liddat,2 storey den dey renovate untl veh veh nice.den e clothes dere super pretty oso!!bt damn ex.haha.aft promos,i dun care,i wan go dere agn.e nicest place in s'pore la.so much better den shopin centres. lol.

kk.lazy to type alr.ciaoz~

(e time of post wrong AGN..GRRR...=D)

2008-08-09T22:35:00.000+08:00

had a quite eventful n shd i sae,fun wk?loll.

mon 4/8:

youjie's bdae.decided to meet joanna at tamp mrt at 12.15pm.reach dere at ard 12.05,she haven reach yet so i went down to control statn.met jia ang.den we went interchange e cake shop see gt wad type of cake.he asked mi to choose den i chose sum cartoon cake w pokemon on it n he's lyk "you serious?!you're nt serious riteee"lol..n he suggested to buy sum $4 logcake wich apparently can cut into many many pieces so 10 ppl can eat.loll.funny guy.so we decided to go tm buy instead n since joanna comin we waited fr her at control statn dere. aft she came,we went 4 leaves buy cake,chose sum choc cake den we wan write sumthg on it.jia ang actuali wan write "my one and only,may our love burn forever.."lol.bt too long so we wrote a shorter one.nw we noe wad jia ang wan on his bdae cake by ERHEM.hahahah.den we went pizzahut find seats ferz.aft a while e scholars came and we started crappin.damn funny can.n zaki became so hungry tt he start eatin e cheese.lol.den e couple came.e 3 of us went get cake and tried to fool youjie w a muffin sayin tts his cake..n we ask em to do SUMTHG.damn funny.aft eatin,e scholars went back,so mi joanna jia ang youjie n sher li went arcade play.joanna lyk super reluctant bt in e end kana persuade by us to go.played e hse of e dead w jia ang.damn fun.better score den wen i played w my bro.lol.it so much better den e oda one tt he sae is easier la.even joanna oso agree w mi.aft arcade,wen jia ang sae he gg lib,all of us gav him e r-u-serious type of face.n he's lyk "y yall giv nmi tt face wen i sae i gg lib?!"hahah.funnyfunny.crap too much until he 4gt buy foolscap-_-"

tues:

had make up chem lesson.aft tt met christine and angeline at study benches,ask em whether wan share bdae card w mi for yj ont.den dey lyk okok.i swear i told em his bdae on wed!den justin walked past n dey went ask him wens yj bdae.he actuali sae duno n ask y we dun ask wen his bdae.lol.guys oso can get jealous over dese thgs.wen walkin to mrt christine was lyk "wan draw card fr his bdae?wens his bdae btw?" den i was lyk" omg.din i sae its tmr?!"hahaahh.so we went mre den words buy card.wanted buy e cheapest card bt veh ugly so we bought diz nice card w a bear ont it.aftr payin,i looked at e words insyd e card n i swear i was damn shocked.lol.e words r lyk "just for u..w love on ur bdae"i was lyk omg!i so nt givin him ttt.haahha.bt in e ned went hm i stil wrote on e card..ermm..haha.

wed:

went sch earlier to giv e twins write on e card bt dey late.haix.waited at study rm n read 1 page of gravt notes.ahah.met em at study benches.den dey wrote on card.blahblahblah.wanted giv him durin assembly bt in e end aft phy lect den giv.he's lyk super shock.lyk hu dun rite.sumone hu dao u fr e past duno hw mani mths giv u a card on ur bdae.haha.1 phy pract period switch w gp.so went lt5 listen to sum speaker.interestin guyy.at least i din fall aslp(partly coz i sittin rite in front of him)aft sch,pei angeline go buy drink.saw yj at recharge bt pretend din see.aft tt we walk towards e stairs tt tym,suddenly i felt lyk sumone bsyd mi.so i turn n saw him,kana shock sia.lol.tok to him abit on his bdae n stuff.nt bad la him,sum gal giv him a BIG PINK HEART SHAPED thgy w HIS PICS ALL OVER IT.HAAHAA.so long nv tok to him alr,quite happy tt we tok.at least we r fwens agn(i hope).lol.

thurs:

compass lesson super fun.hafta spilt into gps to come up a business proposal.my gp wan to open a mama shop to sell mums.lol.acc to mak,we need to diversify,so gt mums of diff races.n shi min sae need complement gds wich iz...erhem..lol.ms wong iz lyk omg.haha.our proposal funny nt nt feasible=X

fri:

T3!!!went T3 fr NE journey.so pretty e place..i lyk i lyk.lol.tot we are late bt wen we reached macs,ms wong n e NE rep haven reach yet.hang ard tok abit crap n stuff.bought fillet-o-fish fr breakfast.itz damn weird to eat tt fr breakfast can.gav v e harshbrown.joanna wanted to sell her hers.den i was lyk i gav u free.v was lyk u serious?i pay u baq.in e end i stil giv her free.hate harshbrown sia.lol.aft tt went toilet camwhore w joanna kaini shila v amelin.a bunch of aust(acc to shila) tourist came in macs.no cute guys.lol..gt 1 hu look lyk jack black tho.took claz foto outsyd macs n camwhore all e way fm airport to bugis.

e prince cinema damn sucky can.stinky,lyk no aircon,sound effects nt gd.mummy 3 nt tt nice oso.lol.shared popcorns n drink w v.ss sat on myright side den he's lyk u can fin e popcorn?..i lyk yah.halfway thru e movie,i alr fin half e popcorns liao.lol.cnt fin drink tho so giv kaini.den aft tt walked to bugis junctn to haf lunch.coz e foodcourt no space so we separated.mi joanna youjie sherli sat 1 table n e rez sat another side.din eat so i emo all e wae.watch joanna eat her kimchi ramen.n i gt seriously damn bored.she ate so demure!as compared to wen in sch.lollol.gt reali reali bored so look ard.n saw...ermmmm..den aft ages,she finali eat fin so pei her go buy bdae present n card fr her fwen.aft lunch,walked ard see see look look.ss was lyk pullin hebei's bag all e wae n kip askin mak whether he angry w him ont.hhaha.damn funny guy.=D kip mtin sofiah everywhere i go n she kip givin TT LOOK.irritatin sia n i kip shakin my head.hhah.took mrt hm w max joanna hebei n mak.emo all e wae agn.i tin i too hungry la.e food court food dun look appeallin so din eat.lol.went hm eat half a cup noodles n went nap.sure fat one.lol.

i wan train abs!!die.kana influenced by ysabel liao,bt i tin e chances of mi gettin fat is higher den gettin abs la.lolol.

kk,duno wad to write liao.ciaoz~ =)

2008-07-04T23:24:00.000+08:00

okay.mabbe we're at fault too.we shdnt leave yall alone thinkin tt diz would give yall sum space.we tot yall r lyk wad u sae,awkward w majority ppl,so we wanted to b e bridge btwn yall n e rez.we din noe it will turn out diz wae.we wanted to clarify w yall bt will you listen to us??in ur heart,u hav alr condemned us as horrible ppl.we duno wad to do.r we gg remain lyk diz fr e rez of our jc life??mabbe we cnt b lyk b4 bt at least we hope we can b on talkin terms.haix.

gt baq phy chem n gp paper1.ugly ugly results.bt at least my parents din scold mi.jux ask mi work harder fr promos n oda exams.phew~

tmr gt fencin!!izit consider a gd thg??lol.9.30 to 1.00.can die,sundae sure whole body ache one.lol.e dsa gals ll b gg too.dey're lyk pros la.so fast deir movements.den stil gt fencin club ppl,freefence w em i sure lose one.lol

kk.gtg.bye!

p.s:e date n tym of post nt accurate one=X

none

2008-06-29T12:28:00.000+08:00

i reali wonder hw ppl can put on a mask for so long.

one moment,dey sae itz nt ur fault,itz jux tt dey feel awkward den e nxt moment,dey turn n bitch abt u.

cumin to diz sch,make mi realise dere's alot of ppl hu lyk to fake.dey'll tel u dey din study bt in actual fact,dey mug lyk nobody's business at hm.dey'll tel u u're deir fwen bt dey bitch abt u n distant awae fm u.

i reali miss tk,where everibody iz real.dey share w u,dey truly care abt u n dey're olwaes dere fr u.

went baq tk w bah on fri to get grad cert.tok alot abt sch n stuff on e wae.totally agree w wad she sae.dere's nowhere else lyk tk.

haix.cum to tin abt it nw.i reali regret.y did i tk everithg fr granted in e past??squadmates,fwens,everithg.nobody,nth can replace em.dere's no politics in tk bt in diz sch everibodi iz onli concern abt positns,authority.

x-alon's pop/rod on fri.seein em reminds mi of my squad.olwaes pissed w each oda wen we're cadets bt aft we passed out,we bond n love each oda mre.esp wen we go to jcs.mj kamikaeans olwaes dere fr each oda.b4 mye,damn scared.den bah gav mi a typical tk hug.make mi reali feel at hm.jux lyk e daes baq in tk where dere's hugs everiwhere to assure u tt no matter wad happens,dere's sumone dere fr u.reali miss dose daes...

chattin w phoebe on msn.reali reali miss her.e crappy sec 3 daes.in our own world wen chers r teachin,laffin at our own jokes.hangin out together.sec4 yrs,muggin at macs,airport.tryin to act gay,eatin at our romantic spot in yoshi.tryin to get e corner corner table in jack's place,wonderin where's our candle fr our 'zu guan wan can'.haix.havin pizzahut meal at e delivery outlet,sittin on e floor n laffin at ourselves.reali miss her can.haix.

mj iz ffrustratin.seriously.studies,pw,fwens.n guys..sian.i shall listen to bah,dun tin of guys.dey simply stress mi out.itz worse den exams.hate guessin,hate gettin jealous or disappointed.i shall follow wad i told joanna i'll do. I WILL REVOLVE MY LIFE AROUND STUDIES,FENCIN N MUSIC.yes,i shall do tt.unless sumone prove mi wrong.sumone hu's worth it.haix.sian

kk.duno wad to write liao.joanna muz b proud of mi fr writin so long.lol.ciaoz~

2008-02-07T15:45:00.000+08:00

e two ahmas=)
2 punk rats w one AHMA when one starts doin it,
others will follow..
si wei,jocelyn n hyder(agn).haha

shiwee w my sunglasses.look lyk sum pervertic ahpek rite.haha
him w his specs.see e diff.?
chaiyong daddy w shiwee boiboi.haha.
charmaine,hyder,pei hsin,mi,yanhao n sharyn in front.w e cai shen ye hat at e syd=)
e punk rats w pei hsin ahma n hyder e kopitiam ahpek.haha.

2008-02-07T15:15:00.000+08:00

chinese new yr tmr.so sian.i dun lyk chinese new yr.xcept fr e fact tt we gt a few daes off fm sch.
anw,chi new yr performance was fun!!!my cg n a202 supposed to represent PHOBOS perform.my cg iz e GRANNY RATS den a202 iz e HIP RATS.hah.mon tt dae we perform in front of e judges den dey all giv black faces la.so we stayed baq until 8+ to rehearse n stuff.reached hm at ard 9+.summre e nxt dae gt phy tez so stayed up till 2am to 'STUDY',wich proved to b useless coz i syill duno hw do e tez.
den e rehearsal ytd onli veh few s103 ppl went.we ran thru e rehearsal once n den at 530,jocelyn n hyder had to go so onli left mi alone w shiwee,ameer,omar,yanhao,minghan.kinda fun la.it'z lyk everibody wanna try my sunglasses la.duno y.haha.den shiwee wore e sunglasses look lk sum pervertic ahpek la.mi n pei hsin laff at him until stomach pain.haha
todae reached sch at ard 645.damn tired so veh dead.den aft waitin fr duno hw long,we went to e sports gallery.mi n shiwee went to e lockers to get e 'RATS EARS'.suppose to b locker25 den i told him shud b locker 29,he actuali believe la.so guillable.haha.we rehearsed once den go change into ahma clothes.e guys actuali sae i look lyk sum kampong auntie hu jux woke up la.grr.e ogls summre put e powder onto my hair la,make mi look even mre lyk ahma=(den at ard 845,we went up stage perform,kinda scary,i din even look at e audience directly la.haha.zaki sae we perform veh gd=)yanhao was damn pissed coz apparently e ppl din open e piano cover so he cnt play piano.aft tt,we went baq to sports gallery to tk pic n stuff.hha.tt hyder everi pic oso gt him 1 la.ahah.den aft all e cam-ing,we went hall watch performance.
PHOBOS WON E BEST CHINESE NEW YEAR PERFORMANCE!!YAAYY!!
haha.at least all e efforts n tym spent are worthit.=))
kk.den aft sch,went white sands to eat w yihui.ate at cavannas.nt bad la e hotplate black pepper spag.met pei hsin dey all dere oso.=)went tm aft tt to buy my cny shoes.bought diz silver pumps.n earrings,quite nice i tin.saw ming han at tm,waved at him twice he oso din notice.a bit de blind lor.hah.saw weijie dere oso.he oso blind.hha.
ard 4+,went grandma's hse.chao boring.seriously boring.i jux realised todae tt my cousin was fm mj.jux graduated.summre vice cap of tkd la.he asked mi join tkd,den i gav him tt are-you-kidding kind of look.haha.
kk.gtg.ciaoz=)

nonne

2008-01-02T08:30:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!yayy!!=))
feel so unsettled nw.duno coz tmr hafta go sch,sum unfamiliar environment or b'coz of oda thgs.a part of mi feel so empty.e sense of emptiness iz jux nt right.i shudnt b feelin tt.bt den...i cant myself.=((
anws,sms alester ytd.n started tokin abt his TYPE n my TYPE.itz a bit weird tokin to sumone so much younger abt dese stuff.n he's e ferz person xcept my close fwens hu i tok abt dese stuff w.mabbe coz i wun b mtin him aft sch reopens,tts y can tok to him abt dese w/o findin paiseh.=)actuali i din tel him e truth.i'll definitely stick to my TYPE.THAT guy,itz nt reali considered LIKE.jux infatuatn bah.infatuatn onli lasts fr a while.tts wad e counsellors had taught us.i onli noe TT GUY for so short a period of tym onli,so i definitely dun like him in tt sense,right.haix=( summre i go see his friendster profile n realise tt he's kinda a flirt.so forget it.i'm over him!!!yesss.i'm definitely over him alr.
sch matters nw.i feel so lost can.i regret nt tkin down wad to wear n wad to brin durin e briefin tt tym.nw,i duno hafta brin wad liao=((n diz mornin i jux realise tt,i haven buy my stationaries yet.damnitdamnit.crap.AHH!=((duno tmr orientatn do wad le.n duno in wad OG.=(
kae la.duno wad to type liao.ciaoz!=)

NONE

2008-01-01T11:57:00.000+08:00

AHHH!SO SO PISSED TODAE AT WORK OK!!!=(((shud haf go cp work la!grrrr.so pissed w alester.kip matchin mi up w niyi n songqi.ohplease la.i so dun lyk em.dey're so nt my type loh.ok mabbe songqi iz.bt he's younger den mi.so no wae la.tt shirlia oso.kip usin my fone tk pic of em.grrr.she's e one hu kinda lyk songqi la.e whole dae tokin n laffin to him.ROAR.den i tin alester pissed w mi oso.his face lyk so black wen packin stocks la.wich i totally ignore.hu ask him piss mi off ferz.GRRRRR.ROAR.nw i'm abit regret le.bt i'm so nt gg to apologise ferz.=/anw todae laz dae of work,wun b seein em anemre.sae ao much oso no use ma.dey went tpy get pay todae.i lazy go so gonna mt yx probably on sat to go collect pay.lyk quite little le.bt as long as can buy my w910i can liao.sign line n everithg 200+ shd b enuff ba=))
my bro bought mi new yr prezzie todae!!zara jacket n shirt!!=))bt i wan a sch bag le.no tym go buy.sheeshsheesh.AHHH.sch reopenin e dae aft tmr.s***.i dun wan go le.hafta wake up so early.den aft 3 daes orientatn,hafta study.damnit.pray tt i cnt get in pcme,if nt i die,seriously.organic chem!!oh no.y did i even put it as my ferz choice???!!!ahh.so pissed.bt den 2nd choice iz h2 phy,hist,ma n h1 cse.duno hw cse iz lyk.so worried la.den hist,I LUV HISTORY!! bt den hist exam papers r lyk 3hrs each le.el 1hr+ paper i alr slp halfwae liao la.i cnt imagine hw it'll b lyk fr a 3hr paper.=((
ok,i tk baq my words.cnt blame alester.anw,he's onli sec2.he may b mature while workin bt wad to xpect fm a sec 2 rite.at least he mre mature den mani odas sec2s tt i noe.i'm stil glad tt i noe him.w/o his 'entertainment',workin ll b so borin.lkin at e wae he treats gals,he gt e potential to b a gd bf.HAHAHA.
KK.duno wad to type liao.ciaoz.=)

LALA

2007-12-29T13:40:00.000+08:00

workin part time job nw.b4 gettin diz job,i wanted to work.nw,i haf doubts abt tt.nt tt e job sux.in fact,itz pretty fun.w nice colleagues n everythg.bt i haf lesser tym fr myself.sch startin in less den a wk n i haven buy new sch bag yet.i dun wan brin old one!bt i onli sundae free to go buy=(
abt my colleagues,dey're real nice ppl.altho i jux kana 'bullied' by wc n tt alester todae.bt stil,dey're nice la hur.haha.tho yx disagree.
damn sian todae la.lack of slp.went mj ytd,e briefin n stuff iz lyk fm 8+ until 12+ la.i nearly doze off.e guy sittin nxt to mi was damn xtra.cheerin fr everi single thg.crazy person=X.aft e briefin,rushed hm to change den chiong to cityhall.mt up w yajie n e guys.den go play pool!!sadikin taught yajie,wt n mi.i tin he wanna die la.my pool skills damn lan.e guys dey played until so pro la.=((
den we went watched the warlords.damn bloody.i felt so sarcastic la.ppl kana killed in e movie n i was laffin.bt nt my fault wad.tt pang qing yun cry lyk santa liddat.hohoho.he cry lyk diz.=P.
watched fin e movie alr 7 liao lo.so we walkwalk den go eat at macs.i ate happy meal!!!i simply luv deir cup corn mann!!bt e toy abit e nt nice.sum pen case.reached hm at 11 den todae woke up at 6.damn tired.nearly slp durin work la.luckily my colleague entertain mi.haha.she took wc's fone to tk video of songqi.tt songqi person iz so amusin la,laff to himself la.heh.
bt den wen stock tkin todae,i fele so fed up all of a sudden.i duno y.bt i jux feel veh fed up sum1.=/.
kk.gtg.ciaoz.=))

sianz

2007-11-27T09:15:00.000+08:00

haix.so sian.i wan do part tym job!!!bt cnt find job=(so sad.
received e invitatn card fm e sec 3s fr e farewell thgy ytd.wen sofiah told mi itz in pasir ris park,i was lyk GREAT.kk,mabbe NOT tt great.imagine,sittin dere n feed thousands of mosquitoes.SO COOL RITE I NOE.heh.bt tt aside,i'm glad tt itz at pasir ris park.4 yrs ago,we had sec4 farewell dere fr euphoria.4 yrs later,we havin OUR FAREWELL dere.significant.=))
btw,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASMINE LAW!!!MUACKZ!<33
kk.gtg.ciaoz=)

post

2007-11-07T15:25:00.000+08:00

20 mre daes n it'll b 1 yr since i last posted.bt lyk hu cares rite.haha.2 mre papers!!nxt mon.aft phy n chem paper 1 n i'll sae byebye to my bks.kinda sad.in diz sch fr lyk..4yrs?nw u wan mi to leave n adapt to a new environment all over agn.i'll get stomachache.lyk seriously..i duno y.mabbe e food??hahah.i wan go mjc fr pae bt lyk vehveh far la.i hafta wake up lyk 5+??omg.i tin i rather stae at hm n sleep.bt everibodi iz lyk askin mi t go pae.finefine.i shud b a gd gal fr once.=)

prom in lyk13 daes?n i dun even noe wad to wear,where to buy n when to buy.sheesh.i actualli tot of makin my own dress.bt lyk hurhur.my sewin skills iz lyk horrible.worse den my results.i so wan to go out aft os la.to make up fr e lost tym spend sleepin w e bk.i wan lyk go shoppin,bowlin,eat steamboat,go birdpark(yay!),sentosa blah.=)i miss my fwens alr.so fast i noe.bt yah.hahah

okae.i shud dedicate e followin paras to my dearest sqdmates=)))

kamikazeans!!!!!i luv you guys!lyk seriously in love with ure.altho i pon np sessions=X,dao u guys or piss w u guys,deep in my HEART,i LOVE you all.w/o u guys,i wun survive till sec4.w/o ur gd-lucks,hugs n self praises,i probably die of heartattack b4 e olevel papaers.nobody can take over kamikaze's place in my heart.dere 'll alwaes b a special place rite dere,jux fr ure.all 17 of ure(excludin mi=)),left mi special memories wich brighten up my darkest daes.kamikaze,a sqd tt iz unique on her own.no sqd in e past,present or future will b lyk kamikaze.dey can copi our actions,our wae of tokin or our wae of actin gay,bt dey can nv experience wad we'd experienced,our feelings fr each other.

ezza:i love you cool woman!
jamie:damn hardworkin person,loveyou!
sherm:sqdmate hu i cloest to,i love you!
jasmine law:i love you sweetheart!
fad:sayang,i love you!
hajjar:altho u kip losing ur stuff,i still love you!
sabrina:i love huggin u!=)love you!
khai:e source of all e weirdweird ideas.love you!
zahidah:e artistic woman.i love you!
azian:my darling ic.i love you!
aisha:trainin dept woman,i love you!
farzana:altho u're w us fr 2 yrs onli, i stil love you!
sherlyn:shortie!!!i love ur hugs.=)i love you!
bahiah:dun stress urself too much,i luv ur laughter.i love u!
yiwen:nitemare!!my sweetest nitemare,i love you!
penny:e woman hu tk e bus w mi to sch.i love you!
siti:siti sofiah lim shu jun!u're such a sweet fwen.i love you!

aft we graduate,i ll miss you guys vehveh much.bt my love fr ure ll nv change.hehe.so gay.

kk.gtg.bubyez!

random tots.

2006-11-15T14:03:00.000+08:00

my blog iz so damn dead.sheesh.so shall blog=)
fye iz horrible.din reali study hard at all.was daydreamin durin moz of e studyin tym.was amazed tt i paz my el since i slept fr lyk 30 mins fr bth paper 1 n2.sheesh.it seriously pull my overall results nw la.haix.with my l1r5,i cn go nowhere lo.sian.e on;li thg i'm proud of iz my fye ss.at least beta den my oda terms.haha.kk shudnt tok abt fye.so borin.

I LOVE PAP DEPARTMENT!!

i duno y oso.jux random thoughts.hahah.had meetings lyk laz wk n todae.n dey make mi feel bad lo.bahiah kip askin mi hw i feel abt e sqd.n seriously,i duno whether i lyk it ont.it had been a long tym since i tin abt dis qn.n todae iz e funniest dae of e wk mann.ok fine,todae iz tues,wadeva.we were havin lyk sorta sqd meetin n sum of our sqdmates were playin with e guides' hamster wich simply lyks to crawl under ppl's legs.pervertic sia.n e funniest part iz wen it acherli crawl under aisha's legs,wich nobodi acherli care since we tot it ll crawl out e oda side,BT NO!it din.it crawl into aisha's shorts!omgosh.she's lyk screamin n shreakin la.n none of us cn hlp her since u noe,yah.n we were lyk laffin lyk duno wad,i bet ppl outsyd oso cn hear lo.n den e hamster crawls out of e shorts.omg.it's so comedy la.aft tt,bleah alot of thgs happen bleah.n den left mi,sherlyn,bahiah n farzana.discussin abt cca promo.itz lyk so ccool cn.i swear i'll join if i'm e sec 1.gt lyk so damn lot of fun stuff etc.e occasionally jokes fm farz liven up e meetin.hhaa.she acherli mistaken wad mi,sherlyn n bahiah had been discussin all along la.she mistaken e slide tt we were tokin abt as presentation slides.hahah.funnie her la.den ya,mi n sherlyn open diz can of pineapples wich nobodi wans to eat so ends up bth of us eatin.haha.ohoh.e part i lyk best iz b4 e meetin,mi n ezza discussin abt annual camp.i duno y bt i'm happi.probably coz it's had been a longlong tym since i plan sumthg w ezza.n she's lyk done so much alr la.i feel so guilty cn.yay, i cnt wait fr thurs,plannin fr route fr orientation.it ll b cool i hope.hAha.ok,done with e meetings.

i realised tt i luv extended studies.ok,i noe it sounds odd since nobodi would lyk to cum baq to sch fr studies rite.bt sil,i preferred it den norm lessons.partly coz it'z in air-con rm.bt sumhw i cn concentrate beta.hha.kk.gtg.bye!

2006-08-13T04:20:00.000+08:00

hey.it 's lyk so long since i haf blogged.lazy la.anw,gt our posts..gt into pap.planning n project.or vice vs.hmmm.i shudnt complain.since tts wad i sae i wanna wen dey ask.i shud do my best in it since i gt tt post.yes i muz!i shudnt make any comments on e posts,since i tin i made too mani comments ytd alr.haix.nwadaes,i jux cnt stop bitchin abt ppl,altho i feel bad bt i jux cnt stop.sheesh.mabbe tts y my fwen sae gals r bitchy.hahah.
i so cnt bothered to study nwadaes.even my mom sae so.tt nwadaes i veh lazy.my chi compo iz due 2 or 3 wks ago la.n i haven even started anythg.i dun haf a single clue wad to do la.damnit.i tin i gonna flunk my chi o level la.i dun utd wad dey r thinkin can.gt A2 or B3 stil nt satisfied.haix.cnt b bothered too much la.nt as if i wanna do sum job tt require mi to speak chi.haha.n seriously,i din noe ppl cn tin so far.nw stil in sec sch,alr tin of wad job to do n wads required fr tt job alr.haha.
kk.gtg study amath le.bye!

2006-06-11T11:25:00.000+08:00

okay.nco camp on mondae.sumhw tin tt it'll turn out to be fun.bt with lotsa of scoldings n punishments duh.bt stil,i had fun doin e structure n activity proposal.hha.jap dinin table.so cool.sherm iz so full of ideas.haha.i cnt wait to see e watchtower tt has to fit all of us in.itz lyk soso cool.i hope itz nt lyk annual camps or atc liddat.so dull.coz itz ll b lyk doin e same thgs.i hope it'll b lyk obs.FUN!!hahahaha..if nt wrong,dere ll b water activity.we were lyk wonderin wad water activity cn we do in sch.den penny sae jump into e sci garden tt 'pond'.omg.lata e tadpoles crawl onto u den u noe.hahah..sheesh la.haven started doin any proj la.n i onli fin 1 pathetic emaths hmwk.sheeshsheeshsheesh.hw am i gonna revise my work at this rate.i wonder hw ppl gg 2 or 3 overseas tripsor camps gonna fin their hmwk la.bt dey pro wad.1 maths hmwk cn fin in 1 dae nt lyk mi,in 2 daes.sheesh.oh.borrowed 4 bks fm mplib todae.e ferz bk i read iz quite nice.abt this maid.yupp.e book call 'hse of secrets' if i nt wrong.yuppyupp.asked penny hlp mi buy ponchus n twine since she's buyin fr siti oso.7 bux.sheesh.i gonna b so broke la.spent lyk 60+ bux this hols la.I GONNA BE BROKE!!!!!!my brobro went fr NS.sheesh.b4 he went,i was lyk 'i wun miss u 1 etcetc' bt den on e ferz nite tt he went,i started missin him n his craps liao.haix.muz wait until 22nd den he cum baq.fr 1 dae.1 DAE ONLI!!!omg.haix.
oh btw,

happy birthdae peejay!

haix.so gd la.she cn lyk watch NC16 shows liao le.i wanna watch davinci la.bt nt 16 yet.sheesh. anw,gtg..bye!=)

2006-05-27T22:53:00.000+08:00

okay.finalli e qualifyin tests r over.sumhw tin i'll fail.as usual,i screwed up my drills,cc knots.when doin drills,i kip turnin e wrong wae or suddenly i went blank n gt no idea wad e ic in front is tokin abt la.den my moi was super horrible.i forgt wads e command 4 tukar la.fish.den i was lyk 'trippin over my own words' wen i teach e drills la.sheesh.den e rifle drills part,i was supposed to time,den as usual,i time wayway too fast.so fast tt dey sae i'm catchin a train.omgomg.4 e knots part,i gt no tym to rite out e function 4 manharness la.n i scared lata my knots dropped out fm e paper la.haix.den e 2nd part of knots,we were supposed to do individually wif e cis,i screwed it up!!!my rollin hitch lks wrong la.den e functions,i all sae wrong.sheeshsheesh.campcraft iz e worst.we din manage to fin e flagpole part.coz e gd iz too soft so e peg kip cumin out n we had to peg it in baq again.omg.n my clove hitches r so horrible.it wun b surprisin if i fail la.haix.depressin.

gg to do my ic on mon.i'm lyk past e deadline by more den 1 mth alr la.die la.lata hafta fine $1000=((.sch hols alr.gt baq my report bk ytd.my term 1 amaths results pull my ca1 results down la.make mi fail ca1 amaths results.sheesh.bt gt a slight improvement 4 my L1R5 fm term 1 tho.lyk in term 1, my emaths n amaths grade nt included.too louya wad.haix.sad case.den gt lyk soso damn lotsa of hmwk.summor hafta send e p-- proposal by tues.i gt no idea hw to do la.since all e stuff r gone coz my comp kana system recovery.omg.damn.

kk.gtg.bye!

2006-04-29T11:56:00.000+08:00

boo!todae's parade iz okayy la.coz mor than half of it iz GOH.den GOH gt lyk so so mani breaks can.b4 tt iz games,quite wu2 liao2 tho.=))..oh den todae geli gav mi this heart shaped card n dis card tt she made.so nice la e card.e cake melted tho.hahha.bt i put into e fridge.hahah.

okay,here's the list of ppl i wana thank 4 their pressie.

=atiqah:thanks 4 ur watch.itz damn nice la.hahha
=werns:thanks 4 ur herseys,e leta n e brownies.hhaa
=bro:thanks 4 e wallet n dose snacks n drinks tt u bought.=))
=pb,yanxin,joce,pens=thanks 4 e hp pouch n wallet.=))
=calebugs:thanks 4 ur brownies.=))
=angela,xiuqi:thanks 4 e mickey mouse tee.i luv it!luv ya guys!=))
=geli:thanks 4 ur nice2 card n e cake=))
=sadikin,jina,wan ting:thanks 4 wishin mi over sms.so touched tt ure stil rem.=))

hahah.i realised tt diz yr e pressie belong to a diff cate. as laz yr la.laz yr iz lyk softtoys,notebks etc den diz yr iz lyk watch,shirt etc.hahahaha.i'm 15!!1 mor yr to go n i'm 16.hahaha.

nxt fri iz qualification tez.i'm so gonna flunk it la.sheesh.i'm so blur abt wad iz goin on la.sheeshsheeshsheesh man.grr.hahha.

kk.wanna go watch teevee liao.ciaos~(i luvin lime green!)

2006-03-26T14:12:00.000+08:00

CONGRATS TO TKSS FR GETTIN 4TH FR GALS TEAM N CHAMPIONS FR BOYS TEAM!!

2006-03-26T14:04:00.000+08:00

congrats to paladins for getting 2nd!!!ure r jux so pro!!

2006-03-12T13:35:00.000+08:00

hols nw.gt quite a lot of hmwk.gonna start buckin up nw.depressin results.gt F9 fr amaths n E8 fr emaths.gt 50pt sumthin fr chem la.super depressin results.grr.camp nxt wed.n i haven even get e camplist yet let alone buy anythin.tts so unlyk mi.everitym np camp or anythin regardin np,i ll b so eager to go buy..bt nw?no.i dun even wana go.sumthing's veri wrong wif mi.dun feel lyk goin tt china exchange thingy nw liao.jux wana stae at hm n nt goin anywhere.includin all camps.

went to see doc todae abt my back prob.she sae can go camp.grr.bt haven take medicine.she gav mi lyk 84 painkillers?tts lyk can last mi 4 2 wks if i tk everidae.bt too bad,dey sae pain den tk.so mabbe it cn last mi until i duno wen.np service dae ytd,went marine crest. to teach ppl dere crime prevention.itz lyk everi yr go e same place,dey see us oso sian liao la.tts wad dey sae"i tot laz yr alr gt liao?"grr.sum rejected us.lyk wadeva.hao xin mei hao bao.gr.den came baq to sch,mi n shujun(=PP) go kajiao ms ang.haha.she damn pro in playin piano la.anyhw play alr so nice.den she listen to e song once alr noe hw to play e piece la.music talented ppl liddat 1.nt lyk mi,cnt even play recorder properly.=(.

kk.gtg.bye!

2006-02-23T13:16:00.000+08:00

todae iz so slack..acherli nt coz gt 2 tez todae bt stil e rez of e wk iz ca-free!!yayayy!!!went ljs wif yiwen,simei n pb2+ over sch todae...den eat halfwae saw maam sb n her fwen..dey walked in den walked out again..weird ppl..nvm..den yah..ate e cheese fries wif crunchy shimps..e shimps nt crunchy la..bt stil,itz nicee..pb2+ ate cheese fries,yiwen n simei ate set1 ..yuppyupp..den aft tt,we sorta walked walked ard s'pore post..hahaha..went popular fers coz dey wanna see assessment bks..so hardworkin..lolx..den mi n pb2+ went ntuc ..yiwen n simei went watson den join us lata..dere gt free coffee la..can presss 1..i tot e water iz cold 1,den in e end turns out to b hot water..hahha..den pb2+ go press sugar n creem into her cup bt end in in my cup of HOT water...lolx..den threw e cup awae..den aft tt, we went watson..'played' wif e testers 4 costmetics..hahah..i use e eye shadow to put onto my nails..nw it sorta shiny..hahaha..yah..den we played diz game thingy..e thingy tt can guess wad u r thinkin..bt in e end,it cnt guess correctly..n i won!!twice summor..hahaha..
in sch todae..phy!i 4gt to brin tt phy ws la..so i shared wif pennyee..hahha...den 3rd period geo ca..was rushin lyk hell la..4 e EL Nino thingy,i rote 1 big chunk den 4 LA nina,i jux rote 'itz e opp of EL nino'..lyk wth la..grrr..sure fail..den HE lesson,had HE ca..as usual,rote crap..coz i reali duno wad to rite 4 lenin la..sheeshsheeesh...gt baq He paper..gt 8 outta 11..yupp..hahah..same as my ss paper...i failed my emaths!!!4 term 1..sheesh..bt sumhw i lkin 4ward to remedial..duno y..lolx..den amaths tt tym,learn logarithems,kinda interestin..coz dun need much intelligence wich i'm seriously lackin..grrr..laz period,chi...i late can..den tt Tan KK iz lyk lkin at mi lyk duno wad sh!t la..my chi teacher oso nv lk at mi liddat,she lk at mi liddat 4 wad...grr..

kk..gtg..bye!

2006-02-18T13:15:00.000+08:00

gt baq my chem ca todae..gt 21.5 over 40..paz..phewphew..had e eng compre todae...quite ok bt stil everitym easy,i fail..ttz alwaes e case..tsktsk..todae was fun..phoebe was as usual tryin to hook my pinafore wif her belt hook..n we walked lyk 2 retards wif belt hooks on each odas' pinafore..hahah..den we took foto in claz usin my fone durin recess..hahah...so funn..den legacy period do tt total defence day postcard thingy...i drew stickman!!yay!!hahah...phoebe oso...n den she draw e heads missin n limbs broken away stickmen..so sad...hahah...bt neelima lks so happi wen she saw tt postcard..hahahah..weird ppl sit ard mi..hahah...angelica drew veri nice lor..e heart heart thingy wif e spider web..hehh..

den np parade todae was okay...e pt iz funn...i duno y...bt nowadaes i luv pt...hahah...was screamin my heads off cheerin 4 dose ppl we dey're runnin/duck walkin etc..den gt drills aft tt.. fall out...coz my back lyk so damn pain can..grrr...my back bone surely gt prob 1..den siti oso fall out coz her ankle prob...yupp...den i rest rest den join baq e squad n we did rifle drills!!!yay!!! den yahyah...so funn la todae..kk..gtg...bye!

2006-02-17T10:35:00.000+08:00

gt baq amaths ca ytd..yupp..fail..gt onli 13.5 over 40..fail my term 1 amaths..sheesh..den gt baq h.chi on tues..paz..gt 47 over 55..haha..e higest iz tt PRC scholar n she gt lyk 54.5 outta 55 la.. smart ppl..den gt geo baq..gt 15 outta 25..onli 12 ppl paz..phew..luckily i paz bt nxt wk stil gt geo ca..gt lyk 5 ca n tez nxt wk..lyk wtf la..dey tot we so pro can study all e subj within e weekends la..lyk wad..everidae iz studyin studyin n tez...nv endin 1..nw i utd y wen dose ppl bcum sec 3s,dey bcum fierce n horrible..coz of stress i gaz..grr...

ohoh..tues was v.dae...gt lyk so mani choc..eat until i lyk gonna sick la..okok..i shud thank e ppl hu gif mi pressie..

susuan-thanks 4 ur pretty pretty rose!!itz stil alive in my hse..haha
xiuqi-thanks 4 ur sweets!!!
angela-thanks 4 ur sweets n choc!!
regina-thou ure bias coz u gif xiuqi beta pressie,bt stil,thanks!!luvya
lena-thanks 4 ur ferrero rochers!!
junrui-thanks 4 ur sweets n choc!!
angelica-thanks 4 ur pretty heart heart thingy on e stick n ur choc!!
phoebe aka SQ-thanks 4 ur choc!!itz so nice can..hahaha
atiqah-thanks 4 ur oreo n stuff!!
yiwen-thanks 4 ur lollipop n sweets!!
caesby-thanks 4 ur stuffed-heart tingy!!
sherm-thanks 4 ur bearbear!!so cute!!
sharyn-thanks 4 ur 3-in-1 sweet thingy!!
kuanyee-thanks 4 ur sweets!!
penny-thanks 4 ur ferrero rocher!!
azian-thanks 4 ur ferrero rocher too!!
fad-thanks 4 ur sweet package!!
za-thanks 4 ur kuih lapis!!
sab-thanks 4 ur brownie!!
ezza-thanks 4 ur heart thingy!!
amirah-thanks 4 ur MARS choc!!i nv put it into e fridge b4 eatin..haha
ashikin-thanks 4 ur choc!!

okok..dese r ppl hu i rem la..4 dose hu gof mi pressie bt i 4gt to list here,a big THANKS!!!!
kk..gtg...bye!!